bless their souls.

lord,
there are times when i can't help but be overwhelmed with hatred for certain people.
their hideous actions,
malicious thoughts.
why, why must friends be jealous of one another?
jealousy, truly the root of all evil.
or is it greed?
i can't help but think,
why... why do people behave like this?!
indeed, friends come and go.
i shouldn't be bothered,
or should i.
i can't go on pretending to be all happy,
chitty chatty, knowing that this friend,
is definately not treating me like one.
despite my numerous attempts at offering help and what not,
purely out of good intentions.
why oh why.
what has society turn us into?